Free!

Exam was over yesterday so im FREEEEE now.
I went to sun after had the last exam yesterday with my besties. Me,har,vivi,ivan,ikan and amok had our lunch at Nelayan while we're waiting for js and vkp. They had physics exam for the last day,so they had their exam till 12.30 HAHAHAHAHA. We watched Tron Legacy 3D. It's awesome. You have to watch it. After finished Tron Legacy we went to QQ kopitiam. We take many photos. :)
I went home this afternoon. Ohh. I miss home so muchhhh.
I am not going abroad this holiday,just spent it at home with my family and go out with my old friends. I miss them.
I see many of my friends are going to spore.
Aaaaaa. I want. :(
I remember the night before he went to spore for holiday about 3½ months ago. Really,I miss that moment so much. I miss you R.

P.S : Err,I just write what i want to write. Okay?! Idk who can i talk to. Im better silent. People who dont in the same with my situation won't understand me. Because of something,I am thinking about private blog. Maybe i'll sign up a new one and make it private.

22nd?

Hello.. Good morning world.
I've just wake up. I dreamt about R last night. Ohh. Really,what a sweet dream. He's really nice in my dream. I remember that he said 'Im sorry' to me. Ehh. Does it seem impossible? Dear Santa,please make my dream comes true. I've been waiting for long time.

bytheway,today's 22nd Desember. Yeah,today's the last day of sutomoers' fight. Few hours to freedom. Oyeahyeay. I am going to go to Sun with my besties (Yuf,Har,Js,VKP,Ivan and Amok).
And today's Mother's Day.
Dear Mommy,I'm sorry I always make you dissapointed. But I love you for sure. You're the greatest Mom. No one can replace you. Happy Mother's Day.
Err. If I could go back to 22nd August, . . .

Broken

Heiii! I'm not in a good mood now. I'm stress to the max. Tomorrow,i'm going to have my physics test. And now i really dont ready for it. I dont know why,i have tried so hard to understand the materials but yah you see i still dont understand. I hate you physics!
And thanks A for helping me to solve some questions. I really do appreciate it.

Day by day,month by month. Time passes so quickly.
If we didnt break up on 13rd Oct,three days more should be 4th month.
Okay,just IF! I hate IF statements. I wonder why should I care to the people who don't even care about me. It's funny how I can love you with all the broken pieces you left in my heart.
Remember me? I used to meant something to you.

I'm in l•νε

I said that i dont like chemistry at my previous post. But suddenly im in love with chem,i can solve the questions well.
HAHAHAHA.
When i wrote my previous post,i still know nothing about the materials.
Then i went to tuition and yeah im in love with chem there.
Maybe that's the reason.
Just see,can I answer the questions well on 15th Des?
I HOPE SO.
Good luck for Sutomoers!
Till here yea,im sleepy.
Must have a short nap before i go to tuition at 2.30 p.m.
•◦•● ○☺ ○●◦•

Time passes so quickly

Good afternoon guys.
Time passes so quickly.
Tik tok tik tok . .
8 weeks ago,days before pb2,both of our tears were flowing down in this time.
Well yeahh,now 12nd Des,3 days before semester.
I really don't ready for chemistry exam on 15th Des.
I just don't like this subject.
-___-
but i MUST study hard for chemistry.
I had my chemistry tuition at 9a.m this morning and will continue it at other tuition but still study chemistry at 1p.m.
Ohh can I get a better score for chem?
Im sure I CAN!
Teheee.

I went to doctor this evening to check out what's the reason i fainted yesterday.
He asked me to scan my brain.
Eh? What happened to my brain?
I hope nothing's serious.
I am afraid something will happen to me.
-__-
he just gave me medicines,and the medicine's name is 'Megabal'. HAHAHAHA.
It sounds like my name Megawati.
Huahaha.

heyyy,i really need you now.
-.-
behh.
:'(

goodnight.
ILYR!

When i woke up this morning,i got 1 text from R.
Just that little thing make me happy.
HAHAHAHA.
Then,i went out to buy my breakfast. Like i wrote in my previous post,i fainted.
Actually now,i still cant believe it.
Hopefully nothing's serious.
Yesterday,i planned to study my biology all day today,but?
I slept this afternoon.
Aiyaah.
Okay,i must sleep earlier.
Goodnight.
Imissyousomuch.
<3

Unconscious

What happened to me?
I fainted down when i was buying my breakfast.
Luckily,i wasnt alone,i was with vivian and selsi.
When i went out,i still feel well.
Im not sick.
While im waiting for my breakfast,i felt dizzy,then i dont know again.
I dont know when i was fainted.
I really didnt conscious.
Since today,i am afraid to go out alone.
I'm afraid something will happen to me.
I hope everything goes well.
:'(
*crying*

Ready?

I had shooting at school with parodiers.
Ahaa.
We just acted like what we performed in teacher's day.
like artists?
LOL.
Ehh,what's wrong with me? I studied pages of biology for semester.
Wow.
Something's wrong maybe.
I really dont ready for semester exam on 15th Des.
Ready or not,i must face it.
I only ready for statistics and trigonometry in Math.
About probability and circles? A big NO!
Aaaaaa. .
Okay,my biology book is waiting for me.
Good night.
Iloveyou.
;)

Hello December

Wednesday??
Yesss,7 weeks ago i was crying in this time.
My heart was really broken.
I couldnt stop my tears.
I was depressed.
I was confused.
Yesterday,we had some texts and told about this relationship.
And the result,I've decided to keep waiting.
I just hope i wont regret for what i do now.
And you,please dont make me feel disappointed again.
I know you're a good boy.
♥ ♥
Yeheee.

Today is the last month of 2010.
I mean today is 1st December.
I have so many Decemberwishes.
-can do my semester exam well with good results.
-can spend my christmas and new year holiday happily
-spend my time with my besties
-we dont fight anymore
-he doesnt make me jealous anymore
-be a good child
-be cleverer
-make my parents proud of me
-can solve all problems
-etc

so many wishes if i tell you 1 by 1.
December,please be good to me.

i have a good news.
JS and VKP are accepted by London School of Public Relation.
Congratulation!
All the best for both of you.
;)