Last day of 2010

Last day of the year.
1 hour to 2011.
Happy new year eve everybody.
I still cant believe that in an hour time,2010 will over. Thanks 2010 for the experiences. Either you miss it or regret it,no matter what,you'll always remember it. I want to say thanks to Mommy,Daddy,My brother Halim Wijaya,My sister Ratna Sari Wijaya,My besties (Yufendy,Js,Vkp,Amok,Billie,Ivan,Hartaty,Steven),a boy named Rivaldi,Boarding House's friend (Elrica,Vivian,Selsi,Caroline,Regita,Sherly),XIia06's members,X-08's members,Juju,Juli,Natalia,Sally Desyka,Ndy,Ericko,Kevin Tanoto,Kevin Sim,Rocky,Jutek and many others. Thankyou for becoming a part of my 2010memories. And thanks God for giving me those awesome people.
I hope 2011 will be much better. See you in 2011.
Goodnight.
Love,
-Cia-

2010memories. :)

2010 is going to end.
Of course,all of us have many memories ,sweet memories,sad memories .
I'm going to share about my 2010memories.

-Family
Like every year,my brother and sister always go back to hometown at Chinese New Year. We went to Berastagi. Then, I had vacation to Macao and Hongkong with my family in July 2010. It was a very nice trip.
ILOVEYOU Mommy,Daddy,Brother and Sister. I feel very lucky to have you. Muahh muah. :*

-Besties
They're awesome. Some of my friends told me that they're envy bcause I have besties like mine. Although sometimes my besties make me bad mood or whatever but i love them so much. They made surprise for my birthday in 2010. But the worst part was i was watered and thrown with the cake. We always have those devil idea to make a birthday surprise. Yeah,it's US! LOL. The worst birthday surprise in 2010 was Yufendy's. He was thrown with flour,eggs,lipped with lipstick and marker. LOL. We enjoyed it,and i know yuf was happy also although his friends made that devil surprise. HAHAHA!

-Rivaldi
Nah. I had a short relationship with Riv. 4 August we and our friends went to Hotel Danau Toba to swim. 22 August,he asked me to be his gf. And because i love him too,so YES! Hahaha. 22 September,i and his friends celebrated his birthday. I made 228 stars for him which every stars i've written with my wish for him. I'm wondering has he opened the stars? HAHAHA. 26 Sept,we went to High School Festival and that afternoon we went to TP for movie. 3 Sept,we went out together and watched movie again. And 10-10-2010 we had little fight. And 13 Oct,we broke up. But,the reasons are not because of our fight at 10 oct. After broke up,17 Oct we met and what i remember the most is there were tears on both of our face. Thanks for everything. I'm sorry if i've done something wrong.
Iloveyou for sure. Okay,enough about Rivaldi. ;)

-Classmates
January-Juny , i'm at X-08. They are the best classmates ever. I miss the moment when we have lunch together,watch movie in the class together,make something stupid to the teachers together and others.
July-December
I met lot of new friends ,who are the members of 2ipa6. I love 2ipa6 too. They're nice! And of course i love our form teacher,Ms.Ross Ernny. I and some of my friends are planning to make a birthday surprise for her at February 2011. My deskmate is Hartaty,who are one of my besties. Jessica and Elizabeth sit behind us.

-Student Council
I was elected as the 3rd leader. Others are : Narosu,Julie,Vincent,Nova. They're good leaders. I learn many things from student council.

-Boarding house
Our boarding house's new members are Vivian and Selsi. Others are Elrica,Carolina,Sherly and Regita. We fight and had lots of fun in 2010. I'm sorry if i've done something wrong. Hehehe.

Okay,that's all I can share about my 2010memories. It's too late if i regret them,so i just appreciate them. Think positively!
:) :)

Xmas's eve

Nothing special with this christmas's eve. I spent today with watching dvd. All i want for this christmas is you. I want you back,may I? Ahh. I hope too much. But nothing's impossible right? I keep waiting and holding on. ;) I'm thinking positively. Hehe.
Bytheway,my girl,Hartaty is going to Taiwan for her holiday. She will go back to Medan on 5th. It means she wont go to school on 3rd,4th and 5th. I'm alone. Hiks. But no problem. Enjoy your holiday dear. Have a nice holiday there! ;)

*Dear Santa,please make my dream come true. If it wont happen,so please delete this special feeling. Thankyou.

Good night readers.
Good night friends.
Good night R.
Good night universe.
iloveyou
-cia-

I AM HURT LIKE HELL!!!

Free!

Exam was over yesterday so im FREEEEE now.
I went to sun after had the last exam yesterday with my besties. Me,har,vivi,ivan,ikan and amok had our lunch at Nelayan while we're waiting for js and vkp. They had physics exam for the last day,so they had their exam till 12.30 HAHAHAHAHA. We watched Tron Legacy 3D. It's awesome. You have to watch it. After finished Tron Legacy we went to QQ kopitiam. We take many photos. :)
I went home this afternoon. Ohh. I miss home so muchhhh.
I am not going abroad this holiday,just spent it at home with my family and go out with my old friends. I miss them.
I see many of my friends are going to spore.
Aaaaaa. I want. :(
I remember the night before he went to spore for holiday about 3½ months ago. Really,I miss that moment so much. I miss you R.

P.S : Err,I just write what i want to write. Okay?! Idk who can i talk to. Im better silent. People who dont in the same with my situation won't understand me. Because of something,I am thinking about private blog. Maybe i'll sign up a new one and make it private.

22nd?

Hello.. Good morning world.
I've just wake up. I dreamt about R last night. Ohh. Really,what a sweet dream. He's really nice in my dream. I remember that he said 'Im sorry' to me. Ehh. Does it seem impossible? Dear Santa,please make my dream comes true. I've been waiting for long time.

bytheway,today's 22nd Desember. Yeah,today's the last day of sutomoers' fight. Few hours to freedom. Oyeahyeay. I am going to go to Sun with my besties (Yuf,Har,Js,VKP,Ivan and Amok).
And today's Mother's Day.
Dear Mommy,I'm sorry I always make you dissapointed. But I love you for sure. You're the greatest Mom. No one can replace you. Happy Mother's Day.
Err. If I could go back to 22nd August, . . .

Broken

Heiii! I'm not in a good mood now. I'm stress to the max. Tomorrow,i'm going to have my physics test. And now i really dont ready for it. I dont know why,i have tried so hard to understand the materials but yah you see i still dont understand. I hate you physics!
And thanks A for helping me to solve some questions. I really do appreciate it.

Day by day,month by month. Time passes so quickly.
If we didnt break up on 13rd Oct,three days more should be 4th month.
Okay,just IF! I hate IF statements. I wonder why should I care to the people who don't even care about me. It's funny how I can love you with all the broken pieces you left in my heart.
Remember me? I used to meant something to you.

I'm in l•νε

I said that i dont like chemistry at my previous post. But suddenly im in love with chem,i can solve the questions well.
HAHAHAHA.
When i wrote my previous post,i still know nothing about the materials.
Then i went to tuition and yeah im in love with chem there.
Maybe that's the reason.
Just see,can I answer the questions well on 15th Des?
I HOPE SO.
Good luck for Sutomoers!
Till here yea,im sleepy.
Must have a short nap before i go to tuition at 2.30 p.m.
•◦•● ○☺ ○●◦•

Time passes so quickly

Good afternoon guys.
Time passes so quickly.
Tik tok tik tok . .
8 weeks ago,days before pb2,both of our tears were flowing down in this time.
Well yeahh,now 12nd Des,3 days before semester.
I really don't ready for chemistry exam on 15th Des.
I just don't like this subject.
-___-
but i MUST study hard for chemistry.
I had my chemistry tuition at 9a.m this morning and will continue it at other tuition but still study chemistry at 1p.m.
Ohh can I get a better score for chem?
Im sure I CAN!
Teheee.

I went to doctor this evening to check out what's the reason i fainted yesterday.
He asked me to scan my brain.
Eh? What happened to my brain?
I hope nothing's serious.
I am afraid something will happen to me.
-__-
he just gave me medicines,and the medicine's name is 'Megabal'. HAHAHAHA.
It sounds like my name Megawati.
Huahaha.

heyyy,i really need you now.
-.-
behh.
:'(

goodnight.
ILYR!

When i woke up this morning,i got 1 text from R.
Just that little thing make me happy.
HAHAHAHA.
Then,i went out to buy my breakfast. Like i wrote in my previous post,i fainted.
Actually now,i still cant believe it.
Hopefully nothing's serious.
Yesterday,i planned to study my biology all day today,but?
I slept this afternoon.
Aiyaah.
Okay,i must sleep earlier.
Goodnight.
Imissyousomuch.
<3

Unconscious

What happened to me?
I fainted down when i was buying my breakfast.
Luckily,i wasnt alone,i was with vivian and selsi.
When i went out,i still feel well.
Im not sick.
While im waiting for my breakfast,i felt dizzy,then i dont know again.
I dont know when i was fainted.
I really didnt conscious.
Since today,i am afraid to go out alone.
I'm afraid something will happen to me.
I hope everything goes well.
:'(
*crying*

Ready?

I had shooting at school with parodiers.
Ahaa.
We just acted like what we performed in teacher's day.
like artists?
LOL.
Ehh,what's wrong with me? I studied pages of biology for semester.
Wow.
Something's wrong maybe.
I really dont ready for semester exam on 15th Des.
Ready or not,i must face it.
I only ready for statistics and trigonometry in Math.
About probability and circles? A big NO!
Aaaaaa. .
Okay,my biology book is waiting for me.
Good night.
Iloveyou.
;)

Hello December

Wednesday??
Yesss,7 weeks ago i was crying in this time.
My heart was really broken.
I couldnt stop my tears.
I was depressed.
I was confused.
Yesterday,we had some texts and told about this relationship.
And the result,I've decided to keep waiting.
I just hope i wont regret for what i do now.
And you,please dont make me feel disappointed again.
I know you're a good boy.
♥ ♥
Yeheee.

Today is the last month of 2010.
I mean today is 1st December.
I have so many Decemberwishes.
-can do my semester exam well with good results.
-can spend my christmas and new year holiday happily
-spend my time with my besties
-we dont fight anymore
-he doesnt make me jealous anymore
-be a good child
-be cleverer
-make my parents proud of me
-can solve all problems
-etc

so many wishes if i tell you 1 by 1.
December,please be good to me.

i have a good news.
JS and VKP are accepted by London School of Public Relation.
Congratulation!
All the best for both of you.
;)

What should I do?

Actually i dont know what to type,i just want to update my blog.
Err.
My parents are going to go to singapore tomorrow and will be back on saturday.
I'm here,in Medan alone.
Hiks.
Have a safe flight Mom and Dad.

ohyeay,about my love life?
I am confused.
Sometimes i think i am waiting for useless thing.
But sometimes i just CAN'T move on.
It's so COMPLICATED.
Im still in love with you boy!
So,what should i do?
Keep waiting or just give up and move on?
We've broken up for almost 2 months.
And till now,i still dont REALLY understand about the reasons.
*SIGH*

about my school?
Semester is coming.
I must prepare it from now.
Must get a better score.
;)

The Story

Teacher's day passed already.
It was success.
Many people says that it was better than before.
Parody was success too.
Many people like our parody.
Aww..
Nahh.. This is the story in our parody.
I'm going to write in Indonesia Language.

Narrator : (Hellooww~ selamat pagi semuanya,hari ini kami dari siswa/i SMA Sutomo1 akan menampilkan sebuah parodi yang berjudul " Guru Pahlawan Tanpa Tanda Jasa". Udah ahh,aku nga akan basa-basi lagi. Selamat menyaksikan. )

SCENE #1
Diambil dari lagu Nobody - Wonder Girls. Billie Meneer dan beberapa tmnnya DANCE layaknya wondergirls.

Yu :  Sampai jumpa billie meneerr. see ya
Bil : BRITNEY SPEARS! (dgn nada lantang dan sok menegaskan namany BRITNEY SPEARS)
VKP : Biniknya supir kale...
Har : HAHHAHAHHHAHA.
Bil : Elo lagi ikut-ikutan.
Har : Abis enyak babe lo ada2 aja kasi nama, billie aja uda kek nama cowok terus Meneeer?? Hellloww,, Please deh,jgn" elo waktu bayi minum Jamu Nonya Meneer bukannya susu. HAHAHA
Bil : Udah ah,bencong loe!

Narrator : Di lapangan

SCENE #2
(lagu I Can Be A Freak )
Yu : (berjalan dgn girang dan tiba2) Aduhh. Perutku sakit nih,kyknya maag ku kambuh..
VKP : Minum " pertamaag"dong. (Pertamaag pelesetan dari promaag)
Yu : Pertamax pula. elo pikir gue ini kendaraan bermotor!
Vkp : Lha. Siapa juga yang bilang Pertamax? (sambil menunjukkan produk PERTAMAAG) nih pertamaag " Obat ampuh atasi sakit maag"


(Edric menghampiri Yu dan VKP)
Edr : Anyonghaseoooo
Yu & VKP : Ohayoooo! ( smbil ngetos ala mereka ) Mo ke mana lo?
Edr : mo ke kantor mr.jack nih. Bareng yuk.
VKP : ahh. malas kali ketemu pak jumbo,lagipula uda mau bel nih.
Edr : Udahh. bentar ajaa.

(Mereka bertiga pun menuju kantor Mr.Jack dan sesampainya di depan pintu pintu mr.jack yg tak tertutup rapat,mereka terhenti dan terkesimah menyaksikan Mr.Jack yg lg beraksi layaknya JUSTIN BIEBER yg diiringi lagu "Baby")


Tiba" Mr.Jack memegang peruut (edr kemudian masuk)
Edr : knpa mr.jack?
Mr.jack : Tolong infoin ke anak",bapak gak masuk hari ini,maag bapak kambuh neh.
Edr : yess.
( Edr dgn girang dan lgsg bergegas masuk kelas)
Edr : Berhubung Mr.Jack skit maag ,,, hari ini kita FREEE (diiringi lagu OST.MIZONE "love today" by Mika)

(seluruh kelas bersorak ria dan tiba" terhenti)
Mr.jack : Ehmm..

Edric langsung terdiam dan bergumam 'kok cepet kali sembuhnya'.
Kemudian Vkp muncul seraya menunjukkan produk " PERTAMAAG" : Minum pertamaag dong! Obat ampuh atasi sakit maag.
Seluruh isi kelas : Wuuuuuuuuu...
Mr.Jack : Sudah sudah diam! Ujian sudah dekat masih saja malas2an.
(Kemudian mr.jack menyanyikan lagu keong racun )
Dasar kelen keong emas // mau sekolah tapi kok malas // bikin guru-guru pada cemas//lihat tampang calon tak naek kelas!
(seluruh isi kelas tak mau kalah dan membalas )
Sori sori mr.jack //jgn remehkan kita// sori sori mr.jack// kita murid andalan!
(Mr.Jack pun geleng2 kepala)
Narrator : Mr.jack pun mengajar dan tidak terasa wktu berlalu dgn cpt dan pelajaran pun berakhir

SCENE 3#
(Billie meneer ddk di kantin ,menunggu hartaty smbil senyam senyum merem melek mikirin aktor korea pujaan dia "Lee Min Ho")
Bil : Ooohh, Lee Min Ho. Hiihihihi.
(lalu hartaty muncul dan membuyarkan imajinasi bil)
Har : lee min ho dtg lee min ho dtg!
Bil : Mana? mana? mana suamiku?
Har : Suami suami ?! Suami dari hongkong!
Bil : Dri KOREA ;)
Har : duh,. apasih cakepnya lee min ho? muka maho gitu !
Bil : grr.
Har : kim bum duonkkkk.
Edr : Oik! knpa pgl gue say?
Har : elo? Kim Bum?
Edr : Ho oh ! Gue kim bum ( begitu edr sebut kimbum lgsg maenkan lagu "BOOM BOOM POW" by BEP dan edr pun DANCE/

Narrator : kemudian andry dan mega murid rajin,smart n positive thinking person memotong aksi mereka.

Mega : STOPPP!! Napa sigh kalian? Ribut kali ! Besok uda  ujian!
Andry : iyah nih. aneh liad kalian msi bs santai" gitu menjelang ujian.
Mega : Gak mikir ya kalian ?!
Andry : huh. mana bhn ujian juga setinggi gunung sedalam samudera. bakalan SKS lagi neh.
Bil & Har : AHAA! Betul betul betul (Ala upin ipin ) SKS ! Sistem Kebut Semalam
(Bil & Har muai beraksi seraya meniru gaya penyanyi lagu " cinta satu malam"
Sistem kebut smalam / solusinya / sistem kebut smalam / tiada duanya / sistem kebut smalam / akan slalu kupakai jelang ujian
Mega : STOPPP!! napa sih kalian? kenapa mesti sks? kenapas gak dari kemaren2 belajarnya kek aku??
Bil : Hmm, mau gmn lg,belajar pun bkalan ga ngerti. gmna mau ngerti? gurunya aja pun ga prh jelasin apa2. Begini ceritanya...
(Mega,Andry & Bil FREEZE )
Pane : Pagi anak".
Murid : Pagi pak.
Pane : buka buku bab 2 bikin ringkasannya nanti dikumpul.
Murid : Iya pak
(sembari menunggu murid ringkas,pak pane hanya santai")
Murid : uda siap pak.
Pane L skrg buka buku halaman 2012 kerjakan tugas A sampai Z nanti dikumpul buad nilai tugas kalian.!
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Pak pane FREEZE
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Edric menghampiri billie dan mengganti posisi bil dan berkata :belum lagi ada guru yg tdk tegas,alhasil  tak ada yg mendengarkan wktu dia menerangkan! Begini ceritanya...
(Mega,Andry & Edric FREEZE)
Pak ivan menjelaskan di dpn kelas dan scara bersaman murid2 juga "menjelaskan" di meja masing2.
Pak ivan : Gempa vulkanik trjadi krena adanya pergerakan magma dlm bumi. Gempa tektonik trjdi akibt pergeserab lempeng plat tektonik. tsunami adlg perpindahan badab air yg disebabkan oleh perubahan permukaan laut scara vertikal dgn tiba2
Murid2 tdk ada 1 pun yg mendengar,mreka hnya asik bergosip.
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Pak ivan FREEZE
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Vkp menghampiri edric dan mengganti posisi edr dan berkata : ditambah lagu guru yang super killer ! gmana bs konsen bljr,wong bawaannya perasaan ngeri2 sedap. Begini ceritanya...
(Mega,Andry & Vkp FREEZE )
Bu JS : Kamu ! MAJU! kerjakan soal ini !
Yu : Gak bisa bu.
Bu JS : KASUS KAU! skrg kita akn bljr tntg lawan kata! kalo ibu sebutkan pertanyaannya ,klian smua harus menjawab dgn lawan katanya. Mengerti?!
Murid : Ngerti bu.
Bu JS : Pandai
Murid : bodoh
Bu JS : tinggi
Murid : rendah
Bu JS : jauh
Murid : dekat
Bu JS : berjaya
Murid : menang
Bu JS : salah itu !
Murid : benar ini !
Bu JS : BODOH !
Murid : Pandai
Bu JS : BUKAN !
Murid : iya
Bu JS : Oh tuhannnn.
Murid : oh hamba
Bu JS : dengar ini woy!
Murid : dengar itu yow!
Bu JS : diam
Murid : ribut
Bu JS : itu bukan pertanyaan bodoh !
Murid : ini adalah jawaban pandai
Bu JS : mati aku
Murid : hidup kami
Bu JS : saya rotan baru tau rasa!
Murid : kami akar lama tak tau rasa
Bu JS : cukup cukup!
Murid : kurang kurang
Bu JS : sudah sudah
Murid : belum belum
Bu JS : oh .. melawan yah
Murid : oh.... mengalah tidak
Bu JS : Kurang ajar!
Murid : cukup ajar
Bu JS : ok pelajaran sudah habis
Murid : KO pelajaran belum mulai
Bu JS : SUDAH BODOH!
Murid : belum pandai ,ane gong lu cae o ! Yu : Wa  yang gao a !
Bu JS : Kamu semua ditahan siang hari ini!
Murid : aku sebagian dilepaskan mulai hari itu
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Yu : Fiuhh., ada lagi guru yang ......
(Mega langsung memotong omongan Yufendy )
Mega : STOPPP!! Napa sih kalian? kerjaannya mengeluh aja! Guru2 itu juga manusia. beliau2 pstinya mempunyai karakter masing",otomatis cara ajarnya juga berbeda.positive thinking napa sih ??!

(Andry merangkul pak pane dan menjelaskan guru tipikal ini)
Andry :Guru tipe ini hanya ingin melatih kita utk mandiri. Kita tdk bs trus2an bergantung pada org lain
. Kita uda bukan ank" lagi,

(Lalu andry merangkul Pak Ivan dan menjelaskan guru tipikal ini )
Andry : Guru  tipe ini bukannya tidak tegas! Beliau hanya ingin kalian memiliki kesadaran diri. Kesadaran utk belajr tnpa harus dimarah atau ditegur! SADAR DIRI itu PENTING! INGAT! INGAT! Ting! (Sambil peragain)

(Kemudian giliran ibu js)
Andry : guru tipikal ini hanya ingin melatih fisik dan mental kalian. ingat! hidup ini KERAS! dunia ini KEJAM! jadi kita harus jadi pribadi yg kuat,berani dan pastinya harus pintar.

Mega : Positive thinking lah teman teman ... Guru2 adlh pahlawan tanpa tanda jasa yg seharusnya kita hormati dan cintai. beliau2lah yg dengan sbar membimbing dan memberikan ilmu utk kita dr kecil smpe yg sebesar ini (smbil menunjuk andry ). tidak sepantasnya kita menyalahkan mereka atas kegagalan kita dlm mata pelajran ataupun dlm bidang apapun.

(Mainkan lagu "HERO" by Mariah Carey)
Andry : krena yg bertanggung jwb ats keberhasilan kita adlh diri kita sndiri. Galilah kepercayaan diri kita! yakinlah kita mampu menjadi yg terbaik! percayalah ad HERO dalam diri kita! kita smua psti bisa lulus ujian asalkan kita berusaha. Kalau kita smua lulus,psti guru guru kita akan senang dan bangga.

(Lalu tiba2 kluar seorng pria tak dikenal yg memakai topeng "Plesetan Bang NAPI")
Pria tak dikenal : INGAT! keberhasilan kita bukan hanya merupakan kebangaan diri sndiri,tapii juga merupakan kebangaan terbesar guru guru kita. PERCAYALAH! PERCAYALAH!

Semuanya berbaris dari pendek ke tinggi : Demikianlah/parodi dari kami/ semoga dapat membawa manfaat/bagi teman"/ Ingatlah / lebih baik senang membuad guru susah / drpd susah membuad guru senang/ Salam / Team Parodi Sutomo / Sampai jumpa / YOU DADA WE BYE BYE!

Happy Teacher's Day

HELLO GUYS!
tomorrow is 25th nov.
Happy Teacher's Day.

I hope everything goes well.
Don't miss our parody.
I'm sure 100 % you'll laugh out loud.
HAHAHA.
GOLD LUCK FOR PARODIERS!
and GOLD LUCK also for others.
I'll go to school at 5 o'clock tomorrow.
But i can't sleep now.
T___T
i'm trying to sleep now.
Bubye..
GOOD NIGHT !

HATE!!!

Okay i'm jealous!
I saw your profile and yes i read your wtw.
I know,i dont have rights to forbid you anymore.
So i just shut my mouth up and keep silent act like nothing happened.
You're the one who decide to broke up.
And now yes you're the one who make me jealous too.
I am disappointed *again and again.
AND YOU NEVER KNOW ABOUT IT!
HOW I HATE THIS FEELING!

:(

I really can't describe my feeling.
What i want now is just go back to the past!
That's all.
It's better if i never meet you rather than you hurt me like this.
Okay,that's just IF!
Now in fact,i meet you and im hurt.
Im just like a desperated person.
Im just like a stupid person.
This life is complicated.
*how hard it's to stop the heart from loving? As much as hard to stop the eyes from blinking. The more you control it,the more it hurts.*
although,we have broken up for more than 1 month,im still not that strong to let you go,
im still not that strong to not talk to you,
i just want to cry out loud now.
Maybe it can make me feel better.

What a shit day!

Heyy,
thing that make me happy today is i met him and saw him wore the shirt which i gave when his birthday.
And thing that make me sad today is,i spent IDR 30000 just for sitting inside the theater and bad mood all the time.
DAMN!
You said that you didnt angry with me?!
Hello!!
How if you are in my position?
I know nothing then i received a message from the one I love,and he's angry with you?
WTH?!
What a shit day!
I really didnt enjoy it.
And the stupidest thing is i cried that time.
I'm HURT like hell.
Please someone wake me up!!!

I cant think positively.

Aaaa.
actually im afraid of something.
Tomorrow,im going to watch harry potter with R,R's ex (i mean my ex's ex) you get yeah what i mean? then with hartaty,jessica,elizabeth and elita.
Really,i can't think positively right now.
Err,actually that's my plan to invite R.
One side,im afraid if tomorrow something what i dont want to happen will happen.
Aaaa.
Maybe i'll get jealous or something like that.
Other side,it's very nice i can meet you,W. And im happy i can meet him too.
I just hope for the best and prepare for the WORST.

anyway,how about teacher's day?
Okay,i'm really stress about this.
Many works havent done.
5 days left.
T___T
For my besties,thanks for support me,thanks for always be there if i need you.
Js told me that what i need is spirit,not being stressed by the problems.
Thankyou.
I love my besties.
<3

One day with my besties. ;)

A day with my besties.
Yes,today i spent my day with my besties.
And you know,14th Nov is yufendy's birthday ,today we made suprise for him.
Actually he didnt ever have feeling that we'll do this today.
He was thrown with flour,eggs,smeared with blue markers,and lipped his face with lipstick.
And the cake is made by the girl he loves.
We've told the girl yesterday,so she joined us.
Ohhh,so sweet.
I envy you.
-.-

here are some photos:

 

Me with eggs in the plastic

 

Flour and eggs to throw Yufendy

Pose before go to his house

 

 That cake is made by Cherry

 

Here we go !

 

 I was trying to close his eyes with the plastic. HAHA

 We're in action

 WOW. We thrown him with the eggs and flour.

after that,we (only me,yuf and har) went to stevanie's birthday party.
Today is stevanie's birthday.
Happy birthday to you stevanie wu.
Have a big blast!
After that,i sent message to js and asked where are they.
Then,i and yuf joined js,dkk again.
We went to Mbox to karaoke.
We had lots of fun.
But,suddenly they reminded me about HIM.
Damn!
I cant believe i cried AGAIN.
Arghhh.
Do I still love HIM?
Do I still care about HIM?
and of course i'll answer YES.
Okay,till here yaa.
Seeya.
;D

Happy Birthday Yufendy !

14th November?

Yeah,today is Yufendy's birthday.

Happy birthday to you Yufendy , my best friend.

You're 16 now.

Wish you all the best !

Have a  blast !

What a GREAT day !

A nice day for me today.
They had a test for participating in teacher's day.
And today we (me,Narosu,Anthony,Andrian,and Mr.Limyu) watched their performance.
OHHH!
Some of them are really GOOD!
I'm PROUDof them.
They can perform very well.
Congrats for who are accepted by us.
HAHAHA.
Here are the list:

1. Puzzle Performance
• Wira D.K.P
• Nico Makmur
• Willy Hericson
2. Break Dance
• Sultan Habib
• Adrian Hartanto
• Ramzie
• Bob Felix
• Noviyanto
• Vincent Hantanto
3. Vocal Solo
• Calvinju Ventine
• Wilson Bunjamin
• Mario
• Rentania
• Debby Priscillia
4. Guitar  Performance
• Alfinyanto Utama
• Kevin Willie
5. Poetry Performance
• Ayu Silvia 
• Nania Tamana
6. Band
• Kaskil Descheven 
• M.Said Rinaldy
• Winda Noor Selly
• Putri Maura
• Wiyogo Patria
• Ceria
• Raymond
• Josia
• Citra
• Elleysia
• David
• Blow Jam
• Albert Keynes
• Vincent Hantanto
• Waldo N.Halim
• Eric Yohanta

Prepare it from now.
Do the best for 25th Nov.

And sorry for who are ignored.
You can try again in P2S1.
;) ;)

and now i cant wait for 25th Nov,although it might be an exhausted day for me.

ehmm.
bytheway,i dont know why iam so happy today.
because of his texts?
Ohh maybe yes maybe no.
Hahaha..
It shows me that you still care about me.
HAHAHA.
*crazy*

teamwork

Hellooo readers,
I am very busy recently.
Iam exhausted.
-___-
But i enjoy to do these works.
I am learning how to be a leader.
I dont do all of these by  myself.
I do these with others and of course i cant do it all by myself.
I need your help.
I need my teamwork, yes we are ONE TEAM !
;)
and i still have besties that always be there if i need help.
Thanks God!
Okay till here.
I must continue to do my work.
Bubye
Nites.

err
i got my tabulation yesterday.
my scores are lower than pb1.
DAMN!
but i think all students do.
errgghh.
from now,i'm preparing  for semester.
I must get higher score.
I won't disappointed my parents again.
anyway,'YOUR' score is also lower than pb1.
then,what's the purpose?
ahh. i feel a lil bit disappointed.
:(
bytheway,teacher's day is coming.
it will be held at school on 25th November 2010.
any ideas for the program?
i am confused what new program should i do.
COME ON! tell me about your ideas.
I appreciate it.
;)

Hen An Jing

要說得多華麗
才能說出最默契的默契
我在你身邊
呼吸都沉默
你卻懂我每個情緒

這世界太熱鬧
怎麽傾聽
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音
這世界再熱鬧
還好我們
剛好在這裏剛好很安靜

所有感受不用形容
已經那麽懂
所有的感動是安靜的心動

這世界再熱鬧
也沒關係

When will?

All of you may say im stupid or whatever.
But i cant lie ,cant lie with this feeling.
This feeling is killing me.
You don't know what i feel,do you?
You mean to much to me. I can't handle it.
Both of us are stubborn.
I dont know when the problem will be solved clearly.
You begin and you must take the consequense.
-.-
i know those things aren't gonna be the same ever again.
I know that CRYING won't make you here.
So,what if i cant forget you?
Just because you apologized,doesnt mean my heart is magically fixed.
hope for the best!
God,please let me get out from this situation or make it better.

If . . .

I can't think clearly now.
I'm tired of this situation.
I'm tired of crying.
I'm tired of thinking about our memories.
But,i just cant get over you.
I never being like this before.
You used to come to my class and sat beside me.
You used to hold my hand.
You used to teach me when i cant do my lesson.
You used to call me with that name. NOW? Just sometimes.
Ohh.
When will it happen again?
*HOPE HOPE HOPE*
i want to go back to where we started.
Im crying again and you cant comfort me now.
How many tears have fallen from my eyes because of you?
If i can start all over again , . . .

Can't describe my feeling

I dont cry anymore for these 2 days.
But deep inside my heart,i am still SAD.
-____-
i can't describe my feeling.
I just want to go back to the past,the day we're still a couple.
I wish i could.
I hope we still can be a couple one day,maybe tomorrow,next week,next month,next year or whenever.
Anyway,tomorrow,sutomoers are going to face the killer exam.
What i must focus now is about my lessons.
I must study hard.
My score must better than pb1.
Goodluck sutomoers!
Bubyee !

I am (not) fine

Nah,this is my 2nd post for today.
Now,i just can share with my blog.
This is what i really feel inside my heart.
Im not feeling well right now.
Im sick of this situation.
I always say i'm fine to you.
I put :) on the last of my text.
Yes,i always do it.
Actually i want you to reply no,you re not fine.
Yes TRUE! Im not fine.
I am so confused why you're so dare to make all of this.
Is this the best way?
Is this the best decision?
According to me,it is NOT!
And i dont want your friends and my friends fight just because of our problem.
If i have nothing to do,my tears always flow down.
I learn to just let it flow by the time,but it's too hard.
Do you know im hurt?
Do you know how's my feeling?
Please,my friends. Dont misunderstand this problem,he's not as bad as you think.

I'm not that STRONG!

I just gotten up.
And these 2 days,i start my day with tears.
I broke up with him.
He said that he wants to study seriously first,he wants to concentrate on his study.
Ahh. I'm trying to understand your reasons,i'm trying to understand YOU !
I know actually you don't want like this too.
I trust you ,i hope those are all of the true reasons and no other reasons.
Actually i'm sick of this.
I am trying to be STRONG.
I am trying to not cry anymore.
I am trying to make you as my friend.
I am trying to smile in front of my friends.
I don't want they say i'm WEAK!
But inside,i'm HURT !
I'm not that strong.
You know??
I hope you know.
I never thought about this problem before.
We didn't fight but when i received your message my heart is like erghh.
I just asked you not to change although now we're just FRIEND ,don't make me dissapointed for the second time.
Thanks for hurting me.
I can learn something from this experience.
Thanks for everything.
And thanks to my friends that always there for me when im sad.
And now i hope you're a friend that always there for me when i'm sad.
I hope you can be a good friend for me.
I love you !

10-10-10?

Today is 10-10-10.
And it is really not my day.
It's not a good day for me.
Im not in good mood from this afternoon and till NOW.
Yesss,NOW 10 p.m!
I'm crying in my bedroom now.
My tears is still falling down.
I dont know why.

I love you boy !
I miss you.
<3

FRIENDS?

this post is about FRIENDS.
According to you,what does 'FRIENDS' mean?

A friend is one who knows us, but loves us anyway. -- Fr. Jerome Cummings

Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under a tree, but in the hearts of true friends. -- Cindy Lew

Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure. -- Jewish Saying

"Your friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you." -- Elbert Hubbard  

"Friendship needs no words..." -- Dag Hammarskjold. 

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.-- Walter Winchell

Friends are needed both for joy and for sorrow. -- Samuel Paterson

Friendship is the golden thread that ties the heart of all the world.-- John Evelyn

"A friend loves at all times." -- The Bible: Proverbs 17, 17.  

"Friends show their love in times of trouble..." -- Euripides (408 B.C.) 

 

"One loyal friend is worth ten thousand relatives." -- Euripides (408 B.C.) 

 

"A good friend is my nearest relation." -- Thomas Fuller (1732) 

 

"My friend is he who will tell me my faults in private." -- Solomon Ibn Gabirol 

 

"Your friend is your needs answered." -- Kahil Gibran 

 I have some GOOD & CLOSE FRIENDS.

Yufendy , Jessica Surya, Hartaty Wijaya, Ivan Sumarlie, Andry Susanto, Vandani ,Steven, Billie.

actually we are having some problem in our friendship.

I'm confused.

I wont tell you about the problem. 

We just hope YOU can change your selfish.

YOU always causes problems in our FRIENDSHIP.

GOOD NIGHT WORLD !

GOOD NIGHT FRIENDS !

GOOD NIGHT READERS !

went out with the old members in my boarding house,

I went out with Liana and Vera this afternoon.
Yeah,they are the old members in our boarding house like i wrote in my previous post.
Not a big differences from them.
Vera is still a very very cute girl.
Now she's 21 y.o but she looks like a JHS student.
Can you imagine her super cute face?
;D
and Liana is still the same ,she's talkative.
;p
bytheway,didi said that my chemistry teacher won't come from tomorrow till thursday.
oh yeayy,i will enjoy my class.
LOL.
i think not only me,but all my classmates.
;p
bubye.
G.O.O.D.N.I.G.H.T AND S.W.E.E.T.D.R.E.A.M.S
;D

Happy birthday Ivan !

I just back from Mbox.
Ivan treated us for the dinner.
Actually his birthday is on 23rd september.
But,he celebrated it tonight.
We (me,js,henk,amok) lied to him. We said that we couldnt join . And,he updated on twitter that he was dissapointed.
HAHAHAHA.

But then,
tadaaa . .
We entered the karaoke room ,where he was inside with a birthday cake at js's hand.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN SUMARLIE.
Maybe he was surprised.
LOL.

anyway,im planning to go out with my old members (i mean,they have graduated SHS) in my boarding house tomorrow.
I miss them!
Oke,till here.
Seeya.
Goodnight!

Happy birthday my boy. :D

22nd September.
yeah .
today is his birthday.

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIVALDI !
WISH YOU ALL THE BEST !
i went to his class at lunch time.
i asked alex (his classmate) to help me. Thanks.
he was so nervous. maybe he was confused why i was there with a birthday cake on his table.
LOL.

  

bytheway,today is our one month anniversary too.

HAHAHAHA..

i love you boy!

♥

Happy birthday JS !

I went back to Medan yesterday.
Yeah,it's bcos i had tuition.
Well,today we (me,vkp,bilhu,ikan,hartaty,amok,ongko,ivan,henk) made surprise for the birthday girl,JESSICA SURYA.
Vkp and BilHu prepared all well.
We arrived Asia Mega Mas about 9:00,then about 9:30 we did it !
HAHAHA.
I'll post the photos later,it's so funny to see JS's face with the eggs ,flour and the cream.
Ohhh,you can imagine it.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA SURYA !
bytheway,i watched Messengers 2 : the scarecrow with didi.
The movie surprised me for times,actually the sound effect did.
Aaaaa.

i love today.
Happy day for me.

goodnight everybody !
*kissandhug*

With them !

I had dinner with my old friends at Rilex Seafood.
After that,viana asked me to sleep at her house.
Then,they asked permissien with my mom.
And my mom said YFS !
Im at her house now and chitchatting and gosipping with sese,novia,and viana.
XD
my boy arrived medan this evening. Yeay.
Bytheway,im not sure i'll go back to medan tomorrow.
-__-
arghh
bubye peoples !
GOODNIGHT !
*hugsandkisses*

S.M.I.L.E =)

Js birthday is on 16th sept,and today is 14th.
2 days more.
Maybe me with others must prepare something crazy for her,and of course to make she cries like they did to me when my birthday. *devil laugh*
hope all the best !
Errr.
By the way,Didi is going to go back to Medan tonight.
I miss you so much boy !
And,tomorrow i'll go back to Medan also.
Yihaaa.
Big SMILE in my face today.
Before i go back to Medan tomorrow,im going to go out with my old friends after i have my lunch today.
And now it's 11:48,i must take a bath now.
Bye bye.
;)

Boarding house

I'll tell you about boarding house life.
You know right ,i stay in a boarding house in Medan?
Why?
Yeah,bcos i move to sutomo1 and im not from medan.
Im from Tanjung Pura.
My parents live in Tanjung Pura.
Err. I've been staying in boarding house since im in the first grade of JHS.
Have you ever feel in a boarding house situasion?
Okay,i tell you if u never feel it.
Actually,it's very nice live in a boarding house.
I have many friends there,although sometimes they make me angry.
But,i love them.
We can share everything.
We can lend everything each other. ;p
We can chit chat when we are bored.
We can study together.
We can buy food together.
We can hang out together.
We can do something crazy together.
Here are my friends in my boarding house :
-Vivian
yeah. She's my roommate. This is the first year she's in this boarding house. She's a kind person. She's 1 year old younger than me. And she's from Tanjung Pura too. Sometimes,she disturbs me when im serious and im angry with her. But,i love you sister. :)
-Carolina
this girl is pretty. She's at the same grade with me. She has been staying in the same boarding house with me from the first year of JHS til now.
-Elrica Hiutanto
this girl is cute. She's in the same grade with me too. Actually her face looks like ci vera (one of the member in our boarding house 2 years ago,she has graduated). I always chit chat with her and talk about our boyfriend. HAHAHAHA. We share everything about our love story. ;p
-Selsi Sel Lie
she's 1 year younger than me.
she's like my own younger sister. In fact,i dont have any younger sister and she doesnt have any older sister. Hahaha.
I love her so much. We call her 'laughing girl'. She loves to laugh everytime,everywhere. We have many similarities. I'll tell you other time. ;p
-Regita Harlie
Err. Regita is a sweet black skin girl. She's the youngest one. She's in the second grade of JHS. The first time she stayed in this boarding house,she was crying everyday. HAHAHAHA. But now,she's the 'kuaiku'-est !
-Sherly Octavia
Nah. This one is the 'chua lang lo'-est. I think all of us dont like her. She has a white skin. She's a type of 'idontcare' girl. She just know to read comics,but she's diligent. We dont like her voice when she calls people,like errr so CAPER.
-Susan Lau Shi
she works in sutomo1 as administration staff. She's good.
-Our lovely House Lady
HAHAHA. Our house lady always take care of us. Although she's so talkactive but we love her. She's like our second mother. ;)

okay,till here.
I'll post their photos other time when i'm online from PC.
God bless us !
<3

Bored

Hello readers !
How's your holiday?
It has just passed 2 days and im damn bored here.
How about the other 9 days?
Uhhh.
But i prefer bored at home rather than going to school face the books.
HAHAHAHA.
I just stayed at home and watched television today.
-__-
I received text from vivian and she asked me to go out tommorow. Okay,i will sis.
Err. . .
I miss my boy badly.
Good night everybody !
<3

Holiday

It's 10 o'clock now and i just got up.
It means i can sleep over this holiday.
Nothing interesting in this holiday,boring holiday.
Most of my friends is going abroad.
Me?? Uhh. I just go back to my hometown,my home sweet home and stay in my room.
Ermm.
My boy is in singapore now.
Aa. Tuesday. .come faster please.
I miss him badly.
;'(
Have a GREAT holiday everyone !

Hello September ;D

Hello September.
I made a new blog ,please relink me.
Time passes so quickly,now it's September.
I hope September will be better than before.
;D
Most of my good friends and my bf birthday in this month.
3 Sept > Selsi
5 Sept > Elrica
16 Sept > JS
22 Sept > Didi <3
23 Sept > Ivan
i'm going to spend much money this month.
HAHAHA..
and i have so many wishes this month.
-better than august
-grow taller
-no more enemies
-no more problems
-no more tears
-can save more money (actually i cant,but i will try) ;p
-get higher score at my report book than tabulasi
-my hair grow longer quickly
-all my retest lesson get 75
-our love is imperishable
-be a better person
-long holiday
-hang out with my good friends (i miss the moment )
-meet didi every day
-our love is imperishable
-all my wishes come true
Sadhu3x...